Old cheesy love poem

Oh woooow. Found this in one of my old notebooks I so love to write in recklessly when I’m feeling impassioned.

It’s very rough and extremely sugary at times but I think there’s a certain charm to it. If you’re interested, the desperate love feeling for this person is long gone and a solid lovely friendship still remains (flatmates now, even!)

Oh N.

If you only knew

All I want to see is you

You’re in my head night & day

It’s not an easy game to play

Being in love when you’re just not that great

Or at least not in a way

The beloved can appreciate.

 

And yet I must say

In a way

I love you just the same

& my friendship for you will not wane.

 

Bring me with you to your window

Huddle me like a good boy should

Like my first love always did

He was perfect, he was good.

 

But you my friend

Are quite the character

Although it’s not what you intend

You make me want my love to never end.

 

I wish you knew to what extent

Your silliness and intellect

Rain upon me shining showers

Of windy lust and golden flowers

You make me smile my tears away

& forget the bills I have to pay.

 

When you touch my nose or tickle my earlobe

I want to bite your fingers off

For not removing all my clothes.

Take them off

One by one

Let me know

That I’m your sun

Shine, shine that gaze on me

Unconditionally

 

I know for me that you are special

Yet in your heart I’m not the main vessel

Of the fleet of friends you hold so dear

What are you doing here

What are you doing not here

I miss you so

Just want you to know

But I guess I shouldn’t

I want your respect for me to grow

& with it love

love love love

love

love.

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